Missing

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful
Assalamualaikum

Something is lacking. Something is missing. My soul is searching, and my mind keeps thinking. This heart is aching, & this heart is yearning for love from the Ar Rahman, Ar Rahim; the love from the above. But sometimes, I let myself fall. Where have I been to all these whole while?

I feel empty, my heart is empty, my soul is empty. I feel far, very far away from Him and I know it. But I can't seem to gather myself together. Bits and pieces of me have flown away to somewhere far. It's like a missing puzzle piece.

The worries of Dunya is holding me back. O Lord guide me.

The soul still seeking for peace,
Suhaidah Amran