The Last Sujud

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful
Assalamualaikum

Title: The Last Sujud

This video always gives me the chills. As I thought about my sins, I broke down and cried because if the Angels of Death were to come to me tonight, I know that I am not ready to meet Allah yet. Sometimes, I feel ashamed to ask Allah to forgive me for all the bad things that I've done. At this rate I am going, I don't know how I am going to bring myself to face Allah, during the Day of Judgement.

What happened to those days when my eeman was strong? When I wouldn't dare think of doing anything wrong. What happened to those days when my doa' was sincere? When I would almost choke up in tears, as I beg Him for mercy. What is wrong with my nafs? Why did I let it fall? In great distress and grief, I cry. My heart is crying O Allah, my heart is crying.

What will it take, for you to realise? What is going to make you, open your eyes? You try to be as pious as you can be, but you still let yourself fall easily, at the slightest bit of syaitan's whisperings. You sin, and you repent. Then you sin again, and you repent again. Have you no fear Susu? Have you no fear towards your Lord oh dear self?

Get back on your feet Susu, and go back to those old days...