Oh Allah

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful
Assalamualaikum

وعن أبي بكرٍ الصِّدِّيقِ رَضِيَ اللَّهُ عَنْهُ، أنه قالَ لرسولِ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وسَلَّمَ: عَلِّمْنِي دُعاءً أَدْعو به في صَلاتِي. قالَ: ((قُلْ: اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي ظَلَمْتُ نَفْسِي ظُلْمًا كَثِيرًا، وَلَا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ، فَاغْفِرْ لِي مَغْفِرَةً مِنْ عِنْدِكَ، وَارْحَمْنِي إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ)). مُتَّفَقٌ عَلَيْهِ



Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku telah banyak menzhalimi diri sendiri dan tidak ada yang mampu mengampuni dosa melainkan Engkau, maka berilah ampunan kepadaku dari sisi-Mu, dan kasihanilah aku, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengampun dan Maha Penyayang.

Allahumma inni zhalamtu nafsi zhulman katsira wa laa yaghfirudz dzunuba illa anta faghfirli maghfiratan min 'indika warhamni innaka antal ghafurur rahim.

Upon reading that, I came up with a self note. Dear Susu, it's about time that you get out from your comfort zone and stand up on your own feet. Stop being lazy, stop procastinating, stop depending too much on others, stop whining and start working. You were not born handicapped, nor were you born retarded. So what is hindering you from achieving success? Believe it or not, you've only got yourself to be blamed, for the state that you are in right now.

Oh Allah, please forgive me when I whine...